Its been long since I last blog I guess.
Been thinking about what I would like to achieve in my career path. Many factors came into consideration to whether to change or not to. Decisions are hard to make, but I have to one day..
Work seems more and more stressful these days for myself and Mr. I can feel his stress on work. Whenever I meet him for dinner, I get to see his smile lesser. :( And the waiting time is getting longer and longer..
- but I will still wait :) Cos I know if one day, u have to wait for me, you will. :) -
In Jan, I have been promoted to a management role but that does not make me more 'ON' to the job that I am doing. The position that I'm in now, is not pushing me to work harder.
Factors that are affecting me:
What I have achieved, a Bachelor in Commerce (majoring in HR and Mgmt). But without HR experience, no one will hire me. (I can't waste this!!)
Environment, people is always the human factor that causes employee to leave. Friends who have my twitter acc will see me complaining on the shoutouts. :(
(Dont add colleagues on any social media is the best! But if they add you, you can't reject but you can always Block! =P)
What my current job gives me
- Starting to interview new candidates. I feel that the interview process are so unprofessional and informal. This is what I don't like.
- Difficult and unreasonable clients. My boss likes to intro me to new clients so that they can come to me if they have any issue. At the same time, old clients who look for them they will also refer to me and ask me to follow up (without any head and tail of the story). There are always some who I need to listen to their ranting over the phone for freaking long duration which will waste my time doing other more impt stuff! Best thing is.. bosses dont help. They dont clear what they start.
- High stress level. Doing all the compliance dateline is tough. Thats why we hire another girl to help. But she always take me for granted cos I always do faster than her and then she purposely do it very slowly.. Like snail!
- Unhappy Lunch time. Yes, even lunch time is a torture to me. Asking where and what to have for lunch nobody will suggest and when you suggest, it always got rejected most of the time. They dont like to move their butt when the clock strike 12nn, they will start to make calls or do txn which they can do them after lunch. And this causes another nag from my boss to me.
Worried that if I quit, I will definitely get a pay cut! There are so much to afford right now, preparation on wedding and upcoming renovations.
But what I looking for is not all the above..I want happiness, laughter and smiles.
I need to make up my decision and start hunting for a better career. This is not what I want.
Always thinking on the bright side of life
